blipsters be like…

I’m sitting here at Starbucks and there’s been a child in here as well….i guess his mother was busy doing work or whatever.
Anywho, I found that I was rather annoyed because this boy was leaning on the table, causing it to continuously move. And now I’m sitting here wondering why his mother has let him run outside.
I guess it’s no big deal he’s been infront of the window in clear view the whole time. But, he’s also made various conversations with the strangers outside and has climbed on the umbrellas. Now he is carrying on yet another conversation with some woman outside and playing with her dog.
*this is how so many children come up missing*
And I’ve glanced over at his mother randomly, not once has she looked up from the computer (at least not that i’ve seen)


I just realized something

So I was reading a previous post “more HoneyBuns in the weight room”
And I realized that this man as clearly said he can’t be with me….but then comes back and admits to having a crush and wanting to date me
And it’s not a huge deal because we clearly both don’t have the same artistic views on life and this isn’t going to work out
BUT….how dare you said I’m confusing when it’s obvious that you’re the one whose mistaken about the situation?

And then I’m still stuck on when I asked if he had a girlfriend and he never responded (I have another story on that subject too; but dealing with someone else) because one of my sisters said he was living with her at one point and he’s briefly mentioned her….

Smh at life right now


Then there’s this other guy….(lol if you’ve been reading my stories please don’t think “she’s such a whore” I’ve been in relations with none of these people except one; I guess folks just like me)
Anyway, I think it was last year or something I met this guy (I call him sophomore cause that’s what he was)
He said he had a crush on me; but of course I was still madly In love
With my exboyfriend/at-the-time-lover so I told him i wasn’t in a good place in my life and tried to hook him up with one of my friends (she on the other hand was way to childish and timid for that to work)
Long story short, this dude was also confiding in me some really personal stuff (I’m not gonna put his business out there though) but basically we stopped communicating after a while (I guess he got the point I wasn’t interested)
Fast forward to July 4;
My sister is having a party and he is there….I was high AF and he asked for my number and started back texting me. His issues are still a prominent concern for him and he’s brought it up (and thus I feel as though it would he best that we remain friend zone) but I don’t want him to think that’s the only reason I’m not interested in him….


More honey buns in the weight room

Soooo if you recall last week I mentioned the random texting conversation I had…
Anywho about a month ago I was in the weight room minding my own business and this dude came in with eating a honey bun. Five minutes later he came over and got on the bike next to me and then began talking (mistake number one) but I was being nice and allowed him to continue
Anywho about a week and a half goes by; I’m still going to the weight room and he’s still starting up conversations. Then one day he finally asked for the digits and we’ve been texting since.
Always with the “good morning beautiful” and “good night beautiful”. I think it’s quite cute; and he’ll call me up on occasion (I hate talking on the phone) but I quite enjoy the sound of his voice on the other end. Now fast forward to a few days ago….the conversation where apparently I’m “wifey material”. Of course I was immediately weirded out like TF? The other night we were talking and he was like “I hate I can’t be with you” I asked why but he never technically answered my question but I Lowkey wanted to be like “if you feel that way why are we having constant conversation”….
*lol, dudes is weird I swear*