The long kiss goodnight

They said the most dangerous thing in the world right now is a young person….because we are constantly thinking and questioning things. So I pondered, for a while now and I thought. And it occurred to me that it really wouldn’t be so bad….
The idea of walking out into traffic or taking more than the recommended dosage….because there are surely things much worse than death….
Except those thoughts are also accompanied with guilt because it wouldn’t be fair to those who claim to love me in this life if I left them so abruptly. And it is never my intentions to cause pain to others (which is probably why I so frequently find that I am my own victim)
Because for the past 2 months it’s been it’s worst. And I’m not being overly dramatic when I say this but one day I’m fine and the next day I’m numb, feeling my eyes welt up for no apparent reason. Except I know why…..I’m finding that I’m no longer happy and nothing at all is going right
So you’ll have to forgive me if I’m just a little be more unusual that normal *im going through some things upstairs*


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