Now as you know…

….I’m basically in love with this man
Unknown to me this man was apparently still with his girlfriend (or atleast that’s how it has been delivered to me recently; I’m hoping that they’re wrong)
And I’m not hoping that the information is wrong so that we can get back together or anything like that….I’m hoping because we’ve smashed and flirted shamelessly on social medial and through text message….and if this news is true that would make me a homewreker (one that was unaware of the circumstances but still a homewreker)

I just realized something

So I was reading a previous post “more HoneyBuns in the weight room”
And I realized that this man as clearly said he can’t be with me….but then comes back and admits to having a crush and wanting to date me
And it’s not a huge deal because we clearly both don’t have the same artistic views on life and this isn’t going to work out
BUT….how dare you said I’m confusing when it’s obvious that you’re the one whose mistaken about the situation?

And then I’m still stuck on when I asked if he had a girlfriend and he never responded (I have another story on that subject too; but dealing with someone else) because one of my sisters said he was living with her at one point and he’s briefly mentioned her….

Smh at life right now

Sophomore

Then there’s this other guy….(lol if you’ve been reading my stories please don’t think “she’s such a whore” I’ve been in relations with none of these people except one; I guess folks just like me)
Anyway, I think it was last year or something I met this guy (I call him sophomore cause that’s what he was)
He said he had a crush on me; but of course I was still madly In love
With my exboyfriend/at-the-time-lover so I told him i wasn’t in a good place in my life and tried to hook him up with one of my friends (she on the other hand was way to childish and timid for that to work)
Long story short, this dude was also confiding in me some really personal stuff (I’m not gonna put his business out there though) but basically we stopped communicating after a while (I guess he got the point I wasn’t interested)
Fast forward to July 4;
My sister is having a party and he is there….I was high AF and he asked for my number and started back texting me. His issues are still a prominent concern for him and he’s brought it up (and thus I feel as though it would he best that we remain friend zone) but I don’t want him to think that’s the only reason I’m not interested in him….

Meh….idk

Some more HoneyBuns in the weight room

It was Thursday while I was running and my phone buzzed…his name came across the screen attached to “wyd?” Thus began our standard conversation.
Of course it had been like a week or so since id heard from him last so I was reluctant to text back in the first place. But I did.
Eventually my run ended and I headed to the weight room (which unknown to me, he was currently located)
When he realized it was me he started continued texting me of course (because I’m just so cute when I’m working out). And then it was decided that he needed a moment of my time to talk to me and he blurted out “I have a huge crush on you…I’m not sure how to approach you”. I’m just standing there staring at him like “why?” Of course I don’t say anything I just let him continue “let’s try it…let’s be boyfriend and girlfriend for the next 30 seconds” *eventually of course I depart because I had somewhere to be.*

Fast forward to this morning; I’m laying down chillin before work plus I had a headache. I get a text “wyd?”

…..anywho, I guess I’ve said all this to conclude that this dude is about to turn out to be tragic. This whole time he’s mentioned hanging out, but not realistic hanging out like catching a movie or going to a party or even the park (he’s been trying to hang out and give massages….) i think he playin; he not bout that life for real. Not only that, the other day at the weight room he said he was joining the military because he’s tired of school (and maybe it will make him more mature) low and behold, issues 3-30…..(I don’t think this is going to work out)

I’m Taking A Poll

Question…

What’s the deal with medical schools in the Caribbean? Are they really only a last resort? Do they really take ANYONE? Is it truly the leper of the medical world? I’m curious as I’m weighing my options for this fast approaching future
And I’ve also heard about medical schools in Cuba offering free tuition to Blacks and Latinos; how true is this?
And whats the take on DO vs MD

Of course I’ve done research…I’m just ‘taking a poll’

The Ethnic Cleanzing of Amerika

Originally posted on Moorbey'z Blog:

by Jalil Muntqim

It began over a decade ago – subtle, quiet and unnoticeable.The media played it up as the result if the drug epidemic The public accepted it with the belief they would be safer. Ten years later, the state and federal governments continue to laud its accomplishment and urge expansion of the cleansing process. with over 800,000 Black men and women in jails and prisons, the ethnic cleansing of America has become an economic strategy of Wall Street, with private prisons on the stock market.

Although FBI statistics proclaim a decline in crime, prison construction has become a growing multi-billion dollar business. Black men and women have become commodities in an industry directly representative of slavery. The 13 th Amendment to the-U.S. Constitution (“Neither slavery nor involuntary servitude, except as a punishment for crime … shall exist within the United States .. “) actually indicates that…

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Adventures in Housekeeping (1)

Soooo last week was my first week working as a hotel housekeeper. First let’s take a minute to take in all the irony of this whole situation….I guess I’ll just jump right on into it then

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This is what I found my first day stripping rooms. I just thought it was hilarious so here it is for your viewing pleasure (and yes it is in the drawer with the bible)
These last two days they’ve had me working with a woman for training….she’s absolutely worked my last nerve and I know she means well but something in me just doesn’t care

*i forgot where I was going with this one*